Never underestimate the WORLD WIDE WEB.it's seriously magic.thank Gos for for the internet!

Gosh..i thought it was just a solid waste of time,a place to pass it,or become a new person or just pretend to be someone.

there's myspace and friendster and blogger and whatnot,not to mention wiki and ebay and amazon.you got everything.

i wasn't really appreciative of it until a few days ago..i dont know why but i just spent roughly the whole day on friendster then i decided to look for old friends..then i found one,a long lost friend of mine Melody.so i added her thinking she might remember me and she did but i guess she didn't know it was me until i posted a pic comment..u know,introducing myself once more..and omg..she did remember me!bff found.

that was like 7 or 8 years ago..time has passsed so fast..we're all grown up..so far from elementary school..jeez..this isn't something that happens everyday..since the world isn't small..talk about lost and found..

i can't even explain..all i did was say omg the whole time..and i kinda cried a little bit,well i did cry..so what?our world's growing old..friends are getting harder to find..but i happened o dig up a gem.so technically we're friends for all our lives now..

this one's not gonna screw up..i always wanted a "kababata" ,since i've moved a lot and i wasn't really into the whole BFF thing back then i dont really have a lot to fall back on..were gonna grow old friends..friends forever fool.

gosh...wow.

i never thought id see her again..friendsters the bomb.

if you're reading this,i love you!!!

miss you so much..promise we'll make it up kay?

1week in Bora..dont forget!

mayynn...talk about lost and found!

Labels: RaNdOm ThOuGhTs

by that i meant You Don't Know What You Got Till It's Gone.
that couldn't be more true.

when you leave something behind,then you forget about it for a while,and if you felt like going back,you realize nothing's the same,and time never waits for anyone or anything..the world goes on,life itself goes on,whether you're there or not.

it makes you appreciate the smallest of things in life,and it also makes you regret for not taking it seriously.

i learned it the hard way.i got distracted,and now it's too late.nothing's going to be the same..but i understand that everyone goes as life goes on..

now all i can do is savor the memories of the past,but not live in it,because no matter what i do,i can't bring it all back..

but i won't regret anything.i'll just be glad and satisfied that i've managed to enjoy life and had some great and memorable experiences that i can think about when i sit back and relax..

but still nothing compares to actually being there,savoring it.

i really miss it.like crazy.

Labels: stories about home

Glitter Happy New Year Graphics

2007 2008!!!

welcome 2008!let's hope that this year is even more better than the last.

for starters,let's take a look back at what 2007 had for us..
it's been a pretty crazy year for me..
*THE ROMANCE*
i had my first "date".lol.like finally..but technically it was a first blind date and i deeply regret that shit..i swore i'm never going on a blind date ever again.and i'm to say that i didn't get a boyfriend!being single really is great and i'm enjoying every minute of it..though i've had some boy drama..a friendship,a strong friendship almost ruined by a guy..but fuck it.we're still friends and they're not even togther anymore..no boy is worth ruining a strong friendship..most of us had our firsts in our love lives this year.but not THAT first.lol.we all got hurt,we all hurt someone,but we're still together and that's the bottom line.and i still kinda vow to stay single this year..there's a time for everything and i definitely feel it's not now.
*FRIENDSHIPS*
i still ahve the same friends.pretty much..there's this one girl,*JANNA* i wasn't really close to her,in fact,i kinda hated her as a person..but now..we're a lot more closer.and she's the only one that i trust with everything..and she's always there for me..i'll always love her.and there's this guy that i'm totally head over heels for,*MILES*..i've liked him since my freshman year and i was completely obsessed and infatuated..and i could totally see us together..but i guess it wasn't meant to be..even though i was really comfortable with him as a friend..we could tell each other practically everything..i've also lost friends..and i've made new ones..and my friendship with my bffs is defintiely stronger more than ever..and i hope it does stay this way.
*RELIGION*
this year was definitely an enlightening year for me.i went to church camp for the first time,and I've enver seen God in that way before..i was closer Him.and the freeway accident happened this year too(see blog) when i was feeling quite distanced away from Him and my faith was being challenged,and He came out superior..and i can't be any more thankful to Him for my life..and i wrote a testimony for my church..and i was so happy that they felt inspired with that testimony and now I'm doing an article for our church newsletter..my faith was challenged and it's definitely stronger now.
*PERSONALITY*
i'm a changed person.God's changed me.society has changed me.all for the better.i'm definitely a stronger person,and i'm more confident.and i'm proud to say that i don't give a damn about wht other people think of me.i realized i can handle he truth and i don't need two faced people in my life anymore.and i've realized that there's more to life than this.
*STYLE*
super prep!i have a signature style now..it's preppy but with a cali vibe..sometimes is New York chic and sometimes a little skater.lol.i wear bebe,abercrombie and fitch,pacsun stuff,vans and uggs.woo hoo!
*OVERALL*
this year was bomb..i've learned a lot and i'm definitely a stronger person.my faith is stronger..and overall,this year was awesome.and i'm hoping that 08 is even more..and i wish everyone else the same!